some goals done today

Some goals done today

I woke up early and would have stayed up but the puppy peed and shit in the kitchen. I didn’t want to clean it up. I left it and told my niece to tell her boyfriend to do it. Either he ignored her or she never told him. Either way, the mess was there a few hours later when I wanted coffee. I cleaned it up but the smell was still present. I was not happy. I didn’t want to do anything. And I had things to do.

I forced myself to make something to eat as I had to make the burger before it went bad. Then I shaved my head. I took off my beard down to a stubble and then took a shower. I had to sit down a few times because I was so exhausted. I didn’t bring my clothes down so I just wrapped a towel around me. It was just me and the puppy home. I tried to find a black pair of shorts but I have no idea where I saw them. I couldn’t find them but found a blue pair. I also thought I threw a pair of underwear on the bed but I didn’t. After I rested and drank some water, I went back downstairs. I played with the puppy then attempted to load the dishwasher. I loaded the dishes and a pan that I used for the burger. There were pans in the sink but they were too big for the washer. My hands were greasy from the shit and I was getting pissed off because of it. I just left the stuff and played with the puppy but she didn’t want any of it. I let her be and went up to my room to cool off. I was sweating my ass off.

I am now cooling off and drinking fluids. I keep getting cramps in my chest. I just took my relaxer. There was a mix up with my meds. For some reason my Latuda got sent to my pcp’s office instead of my psychiatrist. I was wondering why he didn’t send it in. Now I have to wait. I also sent a message about the weight loss drug but haven’t heard back yet. I am hungry again and think I am going to have a salad. It’s my last salad kit that I bought. They are so easy. I love them.