Blah day

I woke up a few minutes before my med alarm to pee. I took my meds and gave my shot of the new drug. I didn’t feel it. I had no side effects but I was still tired so went back to sleep. I woke up about 20 minutes before therapy. Shit. No time for coffee.

Therapy was a waste of time. We talked in circles, avoiding the fact I nearly attempted the other night. I told her how bad I was feeling. I felt like she wasn’t hearing me at all. We didn’t bring up the issues from last week. Monday I see a new therapist. I’m kind of nervous. It’s at dawn (9am). I am not sure if I will be able to have the appt on my laptop. I really don’t want to have it on my phone.

I took a nap after I had some coffee and shaved my head. I had cereal for dinner. I really wanted a salad but I don’t have it. I’ll pick some up on Monday. So far I am not having any side effects. Hope it stays that way.