lazy day

Lazy day

My alarm went off when I was in the middle of a dream and I didn’t want to get up or shut it off. I reluctantly did so I didn’t hear the noise anymore. I stayed in bed and went back to sleep. I stayed in bed until 1 or so. I took my meds and went to see the puppy. She was in the crate and she came out to see me while I went to the bathroom. I had some coffee. It was hot in the kitchen and even hotter when I opened the back door for some air. I decided to make the blueberry lemon cake. I misjudged the bowl I used so it kind of overflowed when I poured the soda in the cake mix. And the kitchen got really hot. I was sweating so much. I took off my shirt. I so need to shower.

I tried to use the bathroom after the cake was done. I wanted to shave and brush my teeth but I didn’t have the energy. I needed to cool off. My niece made mac and cheese so I had that for lunch. My stomach didn’t hurt after I had the coffee or food. I am taking that as a good sign.

I just set my alarms for tomorrow so that I am awake for my appt with the new therapist. I like that I can either roll out of bed or not. I listened to the game until it ended in the 10^th inning. We lost 5-4. I kind of dozed between a few innings. They kept on talking about shit so it was hard to know where they were in the game. I am listening to my Brett Young Pandora station. It has so good music. I sing along to most of the songs. They are all my favorites. It’s mostly male artists on the station, with occasionally playing Lady A.

UGH I don’t want to shower but I stinkkk. I know I will probably feel better once I get all this sweat off me. It is going to be in the mid to high 90s the next few days. Supposed to be 97 on Wed and I have a dentist appt. I have a lot of appts this week. I am not going into Boston to see my DMH worker on Tues. It is just too hot. I have therapy with my current therapist Thurs. It might be the last time if I like the new one. I think I am just going to shower and then tomorrow after my appt, I will shave.