fuck this day

Fuck this day

I had a good sleep, waking up around 6 to pee and then able to go back to sleep. I didn’t want to get up when my alarm went off. I stayed in bed. Then my niece texted me to watch the puppy and eventually I got up. I had some coffee and something to eat. I just didn’t feel good. There has been nearly a 30 degree drop in temperature and my head hurts. I feel blah. It’s cold in my room. I shut the AC off. I just feel really bad, physically and mentally.

I wanted to make cinnamon rolls but my bitch sister is using the oven and told me I had to empty the dishwasher. Fuck that. I will make them tomorrow. I never left the house to pick up my meds or go to Starbucks like I wanted to. Leaving the house was a big nope.

The puppy is being all shy and shit and runs under the bed if you go into the bedroom. I just hope she doesn’t shit in the house again as she ate her food. I tried to take a nap but couldn’t get comfortable. My niece brought me some shepard’s pie that she made. It was good but it wasn’t a Shepard’s pie I ever had before. It had vegetables and lentils in it. I don’t think there was any meat in it. I won’t have it again.

My sister is going to Jamaica tomorrow so I need to bring the trash out on Wed night as well as keep an eye on her 20 year old daughter. The 20 year old can fend for herself so I will just drop in every other day to make sure the stove isn’t on fire. Bitch sister is making a nectarine salsa. Too bad we don’t have chips.

Sox are playing the Orioles tonight. They also have the Jimmy Fund marathon going on. I listened a couple of years ago and I can’t listen this year because of all the cancer my friends and cousin have right now. I am so pissed off the Felon cut cancer research, especially for kids. He is such an asshole.