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Yesterday was a weird day. I didn’t sleep again and woke up just before my therapy appt. I was pretty lifeless and the therapist noticed it. I was yawning most of the session and then she wanted to do another PHQ. She sent it to me and I did it but I don’t think she got it for whatever reason. She wanted me to be more active and I just wasn’t feeling it. I said this is me in my depression. After session, I fell asleep and didn’t get up till today.
The puppy has her menses and it is making her miserable. She has been on her blankets all day. I feel so bad.
I had to go out today to get my meds. I am out of my BP meds so needed to get more. I had a pumpkin cold foam brew and it was good. It wasn’t like the pumpkin spice latte that is really sweet. I will get it again. My stomach is killing me today. I had Starbucks spinach feta wrap. I also need to make sausages tonight as I took them out the other day. I wanted to make them with potatoes but I am out of them.
There is a police situation at my college right now in one of the residence halls. I hope everyone stays safe. I am glad I am not on campus this semester. There are reports that shots have been fired but no reports on injuries. Hope they stay safe. Update: campus is now closed. No other word at this time.
I am tired. I am trying not to nap. I still need to read my Econ stuff and take the quizzes. I think I need to set my med alarm earlier. I have it set for 10am. But I’ve been waking up before that time and then by the time it goes off, I don’t want to get out of bed. Maybe I will try 9am and see if that helps. I never know what time to get up because my sleep is so fucked up.
I made an appt with my pcp for next week for my CRPS foot pain. I can’t take it anymore. Every night it hurts on some level and sometimes it prevents me from sleeping. I can’t stay in one position anymore. I am tossing and turning. Soon as I get comfortable, my foot hurts and I have to move again. It is mostly at night that I have this pain.
I am going to grill some sausages for dinner. I hope my brother in law has some with me. My sister abandoned be for the casino so I will have to grill on my own. I have never grilled sausages before. This will be a fun experiment. If I can turn the thing on without it exploding that is A+…
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