Something missing
I woke up well before my alarm went off but I didn’t want to get up. I just laid down. My sister had already left so I knew it was after 8. I never checked my phone to see what time it was. Then my med alarm went off and I had to get up because my DMH worker was to call me at 1030. I wanted at least one cup of coffee in me. I went downstairs and there were two piles of poop and some pee. One pile of poop and pee were on a puppy pad and the other was on the kitchen floor. Great. I cleaned that up and then made my coffee.
At 1045, I hadn’t received a phone call so texted my worker. She never responded. It wasn’t like her but maybe she got busy and couldn’t call. I laid down with the puppy until it was time for me to get dressed for my pcp’s appt. I thought it was cool out so decided to wear sweatpants. Turns out the temps got up to the 70s so it was quite warm. I was overdressed and I was sweating. I just had a pumpkin donut with my one cup of coffee. I was thinking about going to Starbucks either before or after my appt. I never went.
My pcp gave me some options for the pain I have been feeling. I will give it a try. After my appt, my DMH worker called and we talked for a bit. I walked to the train station. I was tired but I wasn’t out of breath. I still had to go to the Square to pick up the new meds and go to the library for the books I ordered for my Econ class. There were four books. I am glad I brought my backpack. I was drinking water I brought. I was so hot. I couldn’t wait to get home and into shorts and no shirt.
The bus driver missed my stop so I had to go uphill to my house instead of downhill. I was exhausted by the time I was halfway to my house. I had to stop to rest before reaching my house. When I got to my house, I sat on the porch for a bit. I wanted to lean back but the chair was hot from the sun. I rested a bit before going up. I had bought a Gatorade at the pharmacy, one of the new hydration ones. I figure I would need it as I have been sweating even though I am cooling off in my room. I made a burger in my kitchen and all I did was sweat. The floor was slippery so I had to be careful. We have been using the WetJet on the floor for cleaning up pee and the stuff can be slippery. If I had the energy, I would mop the whole floor with bleach.
I thought about going to Starbucks while I was in the square but it would need more spoons and I was already running low. I should sleep good tonight after all the walking I did today.
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