ugh Econ is hard

Ugh Econ is hard

I read chapter 3 and was totally confused by it. Nothing made sense. I took the quiz anyway and failed. The stupid graph tools didn’t work and I had no idea what I was doing anyway. Now I got to read chapt 6 and then take the test. I think this class is going to be a pass/fail.

I woke up early and decided to go back to sleep which was a mistake. I was tired and didn’t want to get out of bed but I did. I went to Starbucks and had my latte. Then as a treat, I ordered my snickers latte before I left. I had a total of eight shots of espresso so I am wired right now. I am going to read some psych. I will finish Econ tomorrow. I can’t read anymore of the confusing stuff. It’s hurting my brain.

I didn’t want to deal with puppy potty stuff today but unfortunately, she peed under the kitchen table and I had to clean it up. I can’t stand the smell of her pee. I think I am allergic to it as I sneeze all the time when I smell it. Weird. I don’t know what I am going to have for dinner. I might make a burger but I really want a salad. I have been feeling kind of dizzy today but I think it’s because I am dehydrated. I sweated so much yesterday. I also have been retaining urine. I drank a lot last night and didn’t go to the bathroom until this morning. It was more than 12 hours since I last voided. I had a huge latte and half a latte so far and a huge glass of water and have not voided yet. I am so thirsty though so I think I just need fluids. Today was wicked hot but I dressed appropriately. The sun felt good. I think I tanned a bit.

The new therapy place sent me intake forms. It took forever for me to figure out how to sign because if a field wasn’t filled out, you can’t sign the document. I fucking hate that shit. But I figured it out. Now I just got to wait for an appt, which hopefully will be next week. I stressed I wanted psychodynamic therapy for depression. I hope there is a therapist that still does this.

I am feeling nauseous right now so I took a Zofran. I haven’t eaten anything since like 1. I still don’t know if I am going to have a salad or a burger or both. Last night I was pretty hungry but only stopped at eating a burger and a donut. My stomach has been okay the past few days. I had my shot of the weight loss drug today so I hope my body is adjusting to the new dose. I don’t feel anything other than the nausea and being super tired. But I think my being tired is because I was out the last three days in a row. My foot is yelling at me. My pcp put me on naprosen. I need to eat something to take it as it can upset my stomach. I don’t need an upset stomach. My pcp said I am doing well weight wise on the drug as according to my med record I lost six pounds. It’s really been more than that as I was heavier when I was in the psych unit.

I need to read my psych tonight. Game will be playing but I am not optimistic about them winning. They seemed to have lost their mojo and the bullpen has been terrible. I don’t think we will make it to the playoffs but we are still in the race. Haven’t been eliminated yet. Probably in a week as there are only like 10 games left. Hard to believe Sept is almost over. I am so sad.