Minimal day
I was up between 3 and 7 and when my med alarm went off, I did not want to get the fuck up. I stayed in bed for another couple of hours but I had to have coffee. It was cold today and I knew I would be wearing jeans. I love wearing jeans. They are my favorite clothes. The puppy was home today and greeted me every time I went downstairs today. As I was making coffee, she peed. I didn’t like that. I cleaned it up and then had my coffee.
I didn’t feel like going into Boston today so I texted my DMH worker to call me. I sent her a pic of the puppy I took. She looks so big but she really isn’t. She is a medium size dog on the smaller side. I played my game and talked with my friends. My friend is in Boston and she is in Salem with the witches with her friend. I get to see her tomorrow and I am so excited!! I haven’t seen her in years. I got to go to my eye appt and then I see her.
All I have eaten today was a bowl of oatmeal. I am hungry. I think I will make a tuna sandwich if there is a sub roll left. I might have another cup of coffee. Sox are playing tonight and I want to stay up and listen. It’s a win or die game.
My DMH worker is a lovely person but is so clueless about what is going on with being a transgender in the US. I hate bringing up stuff with her because she is so clueless. Like the felon wants the dems to deny health care for trans as part of the budget. That will so affect me.
I have my bottom surgery consult next week. I hope I don’t chicken out of it. I groomed the other day so I am good. It was not the best job but it works. I need to get blood work done in a couple of weeks before I see my pcp again. I was kind of winded today while walking. I got to the bus stop and I was breathing heavy. I don’t know why some days I am ok and others I am short of breath.
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