Good thing I like my friends canceled
I have been listening to Life of the show girl on repeat since it came out. I love this album. This has to be one of Taylor’s best. It reminds of reputation, but with swears.
I haven’t been doing well the past few days. I have been in bed, mostly sleeping. I have just been so tired. Yesterday I finally had something decent to eat and drink. I feel a little better today but I am tired. I did some stuff for school but haven’t started the mountain of reading I need to do. I dropped the Econ class because I failed another quiz. I would have stayed in it but the written part of the class isn’t until after P/F/W period and I can’t take a chance of getting a F. It was just causing me too much stress. I finally picked classes for Spring semester. I hate that they changed the designations for classes as it was hard to pick my remaining requirements. I made an appt with advising and hope that the sociology class I can take. I didn’t see anything saying they needed requirements and I already took sociology 101. I think I took another sociology class too, but don’t remember off the top of my head. It was a lot of years ago.
I took a shower because it has been almost two weeks since I last took one. I had some yogurt with my coffee. I need another coffee. Also need to take my recycling down as it’s trash day tomorrow. My bags are piling up. I am slowly clearing my bed still but I am getting there. I just need a burst of energy to finish it, which isn’t happening anytime soon. I just feel so low. I told my doctor but they don’t have any solutions. I see my doc in two weeks and I got bloodwork to be done next week. Last night I cut my nails as they were getting too long. I kept taking off skin when I scratched. Got myself good on my beard.
I woke up with a headache today but it seems to have gone away. I hope I don’t get a migraine. I took my meds early this morning. My vit D pill disappeared on me. Second time this week a pill has played hide and seek with me. I still haven’t found it. Tomorrow I see or at least talk with my DMH worker. I am going to try and stretch out the time we meet. Every two weeks is getting tough with class. She has no clue about trans stuff so I can’t talk to her about those things. She is clueless about what the White House is trying to do with transgender people. Pisses me off. I had a dream about it last night.
I think I am going to have a salad for dinner tonight. I didn’t take out a burger. I need to do a little shopping again. I ate my last yogurt. My sister bought half and half. I didn’t have coffee yesterday because we were out. I am going to see if my other sister will take me to the cheaper grocery store.
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