Nothing particularly done today
I had a good sleep for once. I think my cold medicine finally allowed me some decent sleep. I had some weird dreams. Mostly about being in the ED and having my work badge on me for some reason. I kept on having the same dream over and over. I thought I would get up around noon but I slept later than that. I got up around 2. I was pissed to find that my breakfast was eaten. I had to make something else. I was not happy. Plus there was poop and pee in the kitchen which really ticked me off. One pee spot was dried and it took some effort to get it out, causing my back to hurt. This is why I don’t usually mop the floor. I would love to just bleach the floor but I don’t have the stamina to do so.
I played with the puppy after I had my coffee. Her toy came so I gave it to her. She has been chewing it all afternoon. She gagged herself with it and I went downstairs to make sure she was ok. The toy was still in one piece so that was good. I thought she was choking on a piece she bit off. I have a treat for her I will give tomorrow.
I went back upstairs to my room. I tried clearing off the bed but I didn’t have the energy. I tried working on the extra credit question but got no where. I finally answered after thinking about it for a few days. I had a lot of thoughts about it but it sickens me to write about it. I hate being white sometimes. I found myself staring at the wall for a few minutes. Maybe more than a few. The plan was to do the question, write my blog, then shower. I think I am going to have ice cream first and then shower. I don’t know what I am going to wear. I usually think of something to change into to help motivate me to shower. Maybe my Sox PJs. I don’t care about the Tshirt. I just grab whatever is handy. I think I have another trans shirt I can wear. I have to see. Last night I took my shirt off to take a pic of my top surgery and there was a ton of back hair on my shirt. I feel like I am shedding or something. Now I know where the hair comes from on my bed.
I still got this cold though my throat is starting to be sore from clearing it all the time. This morning it was so dry. Had to drink a lot to get the sensation to go away. Tomorrow I am going to vote, which means taking a lot of buses because I can’t go up the one street that goes to city hall. It is a monster of a hill/hike. It is the same street that has the T station on it that I will walk to. Thursday looks to be raining and I need to go to Boston to see my pcp for a follow up for the weight loss drug. I hope I will be down a few more pounds. If I can be below 200 I will be happy.
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