Evermore

Today was my sister’s birthday. I had a hard time sleeping. I was struggling to stay awake during the party. I ate good. I think I’m going to have the same kind of party for my birthday.

I got some school stuff done. I ordered my groceries to be delivered tomorrow afternoon. I see my pcp in the morning. I might go to the library and return my book I borrowed. They were due last week.

I still feel off and my blood pressure is high now. I’ve been listening to evermore by Taylor the past few days. Just how I am feeling. It’s a mellow song.

I’ve been playing with the puppy when I come downstairs. I love her so much. She is my baby. I had to clean up her mess in the kitchen today. Her daddy is a fuck and doesn’t do it anymore. I am not happy about it.

I’ve been feeling depressed most of the day. Just stressing over finances and stuff. I still haven’t heard from the therapist place. Sucks not having a therapist.