Saturday Blog 08112025

Saturday Blog 08112025

I’ve been depressed most of the day. I got up late and took my time doing things. I had breakfast and coffee. Then I buzzed my head. It was warm outside so I did it on the porch. The puppy was so confused as to what I was doing. She ate my hair, which I tried to stop but was not fast enough. Dogs. Then I waited to shower. My sister got mad because I left hair in the bathroom. I thought I got every thing but apparently I didn’t. Oh well.

I had a few goals for the day that included showering and reading some articles for my paper. So far I have done one article that I am probably not going to include in my paper. It was about capability of suicide and it was a really poor paper. I didn’t understand the statistics of it but there wasn’t validity and reliability so not good. I don’t think they mentioned what statistics program they used. If they did mention it, I didn’t pay attention. I got a headache and am trying to avoid laying down because I know I will sleep. My sleep has been so messed up. I was having weird dreams last night. I was awake around 7. I thought my cousin was going to go to the cemetery today but she neglected to tell me it was Tues. I told her I had a migraine. I didn’t feel like leaving the house today.

I need to return my library books on Monday. And pick up my meds. I ended up shaving my head. I think I look cool with a shaved head. I like it. My cousin doesn’t. He wanted me to have a whiffle but I don’t like them because my hair grows back all spikey afterwards. I don’t know how to give myself a whiffle anyways. I didn’t do a good job shaving under my chin. I used the electric razor and now I have razor burn. Fuck. I hate it.

I had ice cream for dinner along with pupusas. I wanted something different for supper and I haven’t had them in so long. I had leftovers but I didn’t feel like eating it. Maybe tomorrow. OSU won today. They are 9-0 right now which is so damn good. I think they are #1 in college football. My cousin invited me over to his house for the Xichigan game. It’s the weekend of Turkey day so I might go as I am home alone. I better not be stuck with the dog all weekend. I will be pissed.