Geometric storms cause migraines
I’ve been up since 5. I had to pee and couldn’t get back to sleep. By the time my sister left at 7 I knew I wasn’t going to fall back asleep. I had a slight headache. I learned there was northern lights last night and because of that solar flare, I later got a migraine that affected my vision. Luckily naprosen and another dose of Tylenol made it go away after taking some Zofran.
I couldn’t deal with the paper today. I haven’t done any school work. All afternoon I was placing phone calls because the billing center for my therapist called and ran into some issues. I hope they file the claims the right way or they won’t get paid properly. I was getting the run around so I am not sure it is right but I wasn’t going to make another phone call after the last one confirmed they had my insurance right. When my therapist calls, I will tell her and hopefully it will be filed correctly.
I tried to nap but failed when I got nauseous. I had my neuro appt today and she was like 20 minutes late and the appt lasted 10 minutes. I was pissed. I hate that there is no way for the provider to let me know they are running late. I was going to skip the appt.
I don’t know what I am doing with my paper. My professor gave me some articles that dealt with treatment so I was thinking about writing about that as we have come a long way since the 1800s but still need to work on keeping people alive and away from the hospital as that seems to just make everything worse. I got like five days to figure this out and write at least 9 pages. I don’t know why this is so hard for me. Only thing I can think of is the depression causing this block. Today I really had the fuck its and didn’t care if I turned the paper in or not, even though it’s like 30% of my grade. I just can’t focus lately. Everything feels wrong. I don’t know what to do.
I need a shower and a shave. I was going to do that today but my sister called me and told me to wait for the window guy but it turned out that he had already came. So I was downstairs for nothing. It disrupted my routine. I did manage to brush my teeth. I think I am going to go to bed early. Maybe if I wake up in the middle of the night, I will have inspiration to write something. I always seem to write my best in the wee hours of the morning. I don’t know why that is, hence why I named myself the midnight demon.
The midnight demon is a good name, i write better in the middle of the night too. X
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Sending sympathy and support – reach out if you ever need to chat 😔💜
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