tired and cranky

Tired and cranky

I had weird dreams last night. I don’t know why I keep dreaming of being on a psych ward but I do. My med alarm went off and I didn’t get up. I stayed in bed till after noon then got up. I didn’t feel like getting up before noon. I had my coffee and a yogurt. Then I had some pepperoni and crackers.

I went back up to my room to read. I read about a page and then I was inundated with texts. My niece wanted me to unlock the door for her ex to let the dog in. So I went downstairs and unlocked the door. Someone came home and locked it so by the time he showed his ass, it was locked and I had to go downstairs again to open it. I was tired going up and down the stairs. I opened the door and he wasn’t there. Fucking jerk. Probably off smoking pot.

I went back to my room but I couldn’t concentrate on the reading. I will get back to it later. I need to shower. I think I will do that before bed. Tomorrow my sister is going to take me to the grocery store. I am not sure what I am going to get for $20. I need half and half. Maybe another thing of yogurt as I had the last one. I want to get another chicken pot pie soup as that was so good. I also need to get squash for Thursday. I think I am going to get the frozen kind if they have it.

I got a headache. I took some Excedrin and that helped. I have been trying to increase my fluids. My blood pressure is still on the high side. I am keeping track of it. I called to see if the weight loss drug would be ready but they haven’t received the prior auth from my pcp’s office. I know they are short right now so I am going to wait till Monday to ask the status. I don’t know why I need another prior authorization because they approved it already.

I had some soup for dinner. I thought it was the chicken pot pie one but it wasn’t and I was disappointed. It was still good as it had dumplings in it. It was filling. It is definitely soup season with the temps being in the 30s. I haven’t really left my house since Tues. Every since they closed my Starbucks, I haven’t found a reason to leave unless I have to pick up my meds. Mon I will probably have to leave the house to do so because my migraine med should be ready. I get paid Mon. I am hoping I have enough to get the migraine med and weight loss drug. Each cost $40. I hope I don’t have to pay more next year.