depressed today

Depressed today

I have been in bed most of the day. I just don’t want to do anything and I NEED to study. There is a lot of stuff to go over. I am kind of overwhelmed and I am trying not to be or nothing will get done. I just feel so worthless. I’ve been staring at the laptop for hours and nothing has been done. I started working on it at like 3 this morning when I couldn’t sleep. I was just tossing and turning. I need to create four multiple choice questions for the sections we were assigned. Then post them. Should be easy but I am having the hardest time.

I stayed in bed as late as I could. I wasn’t hungry or thirsty but wanted coffee just out of habit. I was up like every two hours to pee and I leaked each time I got up. I don’t know why I had such urgency. I ended up taking a shower after I had my coffee. The pup wasn’t home yet. I had to open the door for her daddy.

After I showered, I went up to my room to get dressed as I didn’t bring any clothes down. I just wrapped the towel around me. I ordered some stuff on Instacart and will never do so again. Instead of getting half and half, I got a watermelon. Corn muffins were replaced with English muffins. I was not happy. Now I got to go back to a store and get the right things. My sister is going to take me Saturday when she is off work. I hadn’t eaten yet so I ordered a roast beef sandwich and they gave me the wrong sauce. I am not having a good day with ordering stuff.

Tomorrow is going to be wicked cold and I got to pick up something at the pharmacy. I haven’t been out all week. Next week I am busy all week and I have the exam to take. I just wish my brain would function so I can focus on what I need to fucking do to get this done.