Fiercely overheated room
I had a difficult time sleeping last night. I didn’t end up falling asleep until 4am. Then I had weird dreams that gave me headaches. I woke up around 9 to pee and then I took my meds. I set my alarm for 1130 so I could make some coffee before my therapy appt. That was the plan at least. I didn’t end up getting out of bed when the alarm went off. I did get up when my phone was blowing up with messages. My sisters were decided what to do for New Year’s Eve. We will be going to some restaurant.
I showered today. Then while I was resting in my underwear, I had a bowel accident. I had to wash myself off and my underwear too. That was fun. Now I got to be careful when I fart.
I haven’t eaten anything today. I had two cups of coffee after therapy. I am not really hungry. I have been drinking a lot of fluid though. I sent off my BP readings to my pcp’s office. It’s been a week since I have been at the 75 mg dose of my blood pressure med. My diastolic is still in the 90s. I go for bloodwork this week.
I am glad my DMH worker texted me today because I forgot I am meeting her tomorrow. If the weather is somewhat warm, I might walk to the station. Otherwise, I will take the bus. My grade is finally in. I got an A- and my GPA is now 2.53. I went over the audit while I was waiting for my therapist and I still have 10 fricken classes to take. I have 3 for my requirements and then almost 7 for electives. This feel like a never ending game or something.
Phone is still blowing up. My nephew can’t eat Asian food so now we are going around the table again. Ugh. Now they are talking about playing games. I don’t want to play no games. I’d rather sit in a bookstore, looking at books. More like drooling over them as I can’t afford them. I am tired today. I want to just read my books until I fall asleep. I am playing my game. I am so addicted to it. It’s fun.
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