day after new years

Day after New Years

I went to bed around 10 and then woke up around 430 because I had to pee. I didn’t want to get up but did an hour later. I was able to sleep a little more and dream weird shit. I don’t know why I keep dreaming I am in a psych hospital. I dreamt about my friend who passed away like two years ago, maybe three now. I told him that I love him and was giving him a huge hug.

I got up around noon. My cousin was to take me grocery shopping so I could get some deli meat but he canceled on me. I had two cups of coffee. I ordered McDs for lunch because I wanted a burger. It came cold. I wasn’t happy about that. I plan on having a chicken pot pie for dinner.

My niece texted me this morning about leaving the door open for her ex. I was all excited about seeing the puppy as he has her. But he never showed and now my niece doesn’t think he is coming. I am sad. I don’t know when I will see my pup again.

I watched episode 4 of Taylor’s docuseries last night. It was awesome seeing Sabrina Carpenter and Travis. I really like how Travis went from all butthurt because Taylor wouldn’t talk to him when he went to one of her shows for voice rest and is now her fiancé. It’s a love story alright.

I ordered my groceries to be delivered tomorrow. They didn’t have my usual time available probably because I ordered them after 1pm. I didn’t get deli meat because you can only order a half a pound and I want a quarter of a pound. I also can’t get the roast beef that I want because it isn’t available. Better to just go to the store.

I don’t think the dose I am on for the weight loss drug is effective anymore. I seem to be gaining weight instead of losing it. I am eating less (minus today’s food) so I don’t understand it. My stomach is hurting me right now. I just took some Mylanta. I took the drug today and for the first time, I felt the needle when I injected. I know the stomachache is because of the drug as it is the same type of pain I always get for a few days after taking it.

I don’t know if it is because it is dry in my room or I am getting a cold, but my nose has been stuffy all day. It is annoying me. I took some flonase so hopefully it goes away. My sister sprayed something in the kitchen and I was sneezing my head off. I hate it when she does that. But I scared her good today. I was in the bathroom and she opened the door, not expecting me to be there. Haha.