Feeling down
I had a rough time going to sleep last night. I was overtired and didn’t end up falling asleep till after midnight. Then I woke up in the morning to pee. I was able to get back asleep until my med alarm went off. Then an hour later I had to pee again so I got up. I took a sleeping pill so that I would sleep and possibly not get up to pee but it didn’t work out as planned. I am still so tired.
I had one cup of coffee and then I ordered lunch. I wanted lo mein. When it came, I ate some of it and a few pieces of the General Gao I ordered. Then I was full. It doesn’t look like I touched any of it as the container is still full. I will have dinner tonight and possibly lunch tomorrow.
My textbook came for my class and it is a huge ass textbook. I also got the clicker remote thing. I am not going to open it until class starts. I will start reading the book next week. Today I am just going to focus on taking stuff off my bed, a little at a time so I don’t overwhelm myself. I also plan on shaving as I missed some spots while trimming.
I just went over my degree audit. After I finish my required courses, I still need like 19 credits to graduate, which is like six classes, possibly seven depending on how it works out. If I start taking two classes a semester in Spring of 2027, that will put me on track to graduate fall of 2028. Right now it just seems impossible for me to fathom that I need to wait another two years to graduate. Ugh
I am getting another bloody headache. It’s supposed to rain tomorrow and last night there was snow. It’s crisp outside. I had to go down and get a few packages and the cold air kept on hitting me. There is a yappy dog barking across my yard. Their bark is so fricken loud. It’s a small dog. I hate yappy dogs. I miss my Honey. Her bark is full blown adult dog bark. Thankfully she doesn’t bark often. She is with her daddy. He was supposed to bring her last night but didn’t. I hate him.
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