another sleepless night on a cold night

Another sleepless night on a cold night

It has been cold most of the day and rainy. I tried sleeping with the pup last night and it didn’t work at all. I just couldn’t fall asleep. She was all over the place, kept moving around. Thankfully my niece is home so she can calm her down. I was literally up from 10 am Saturday till about 5pm today.

I still feel tired. I had to get up to pee. I petted puppy for a bit who was really happy to see me. She kept pawing at my chest and licking my face. I didn’t do anything today. I feel kind of down. I kept on having these fantasies that I was in kidney failure again. I was going through my calendar last night and realized I don’t have most of the appts that I should have in it. So I added them. I have to add the appts in June too but will do that another day.

I am going to read tomorrow. I have just therapy planned. I am not sure what we will talk about. I had a lot of pain last night that I ended up taking a pain med, which contributed to me staying up all night. My left leg has been bothering me for some reason. I don’t know if it is because of the T shot or something else. And despite me taking a shower, I feel so itchy all over my body. I had to take a Benadryl.

I don’t have a book that I can read. Well I do have books, I just can’t decide which one to read next. I think it is going to be the Joe Kelly one about baseball. That should be fun.

any thoughts?