Boring day
I got up around 1 as my sister called me to have me check her stove as she couldn’t remember if she shut it off or not. I made my way downstairs to check. It was off. I decided to have coffee when I went back upstairs. Bitch sister had shit all over the kitchen table so I had to move some stuff just to sit down. I had my coffee and an apple bar. I wanted some eggs so I made them. The puppy was on the porch with her parents so I wasn’t going to get bothered. I made a second cup of coffee when she came back in the house and was sniffing my food. I told her to get away. She went back outside with her mom. I made toast with it and then I was full after I finished my coffee.
I came up to my room. I was feeling tired so I napped for a couple of hours. I think the pup woke me up barking. I don’t know what she was barking at. Her daddy was still here but he was going to leave. Maybe that was why she was barking. I don’t know. My niece had already left the house. I checked the Sox score. We won. We are on a 9 game streak. But now we are on the All Star break so will lose momentum. Their next game isn’t until Fri. I hate this week. But hopefully it gives me time to read more. I haven’t read the book since the other night.
My foot is still hurting me. Pain is less than it was yesterday. I had bouts of being suicidal, They didn’t last long. I am still depressed and hopeless. Despite my nap, I am tired. I think I will read a chapter or two and then turn in. I have therapy tomorrow so that will be good.
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