Hot and tired
I forced myself to stay in bed until my cousin called me. He was going to take me food shopping. I had already taken my meds around 8 when I had to get up to pee. Honey was on the mat by the back door. She loves the heat. When I got up, I let her out and immediately got blasted by heat.
I had my coffee but didn’t eat anything. I wasn’t really hungry. My cousin called again saying he had to go to the bank and then would pick me up. I said fine, I had to get dressed anyway. I went upstairs and found crap by my door. I don’t know how she snuck by me to go upstairs but she did. I cleaned up the mess and then got dressed. My nephew is trying to teach her to tell us when she needs to go potty. Apparently we have been underfeeding her. My poor baby. She doesn’t like the kibble we give her unless it is with rice.
I was feeling fine when my cousin came and we went to the store. Then after we were shopping and I fretted over the cost (more than I had), I was in a mood. I was wicked tired. I helped my cousin load his groceries to his car. I only had one bag but I pretty much got what I needed. The only expensive thing I bought was the ice cream. Always the ice cream. My cousin got me an iced tea after. I felt kind of migrainey. I took some Tylenol when I came home. I need to get more. I also drank a whole Powerade as I have been doing shitty drinking fluids lately.
I got a call this morning reminding me I have an ultrasound tomorrow. I can’t eat or drink anything for six hours. I am going to bring a sandwich with me. Hopefully I will be up early enough. I have therapy in the afternoon. For some reason when I got home, I felt scared. I know it was anxiety but I don’t know why it happened. The puppy keeps barking loudly at my nephew though now that he has been feeding her, she isn’t barking as much. He is trying to get her on a potty schedule that isn’t our kitchen floor or the upstairs hallway.
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