Yesterday was first day of class
I was in pain before I got to campus yesterday. I had a little sciatica in my leg. I didn’t have to walk far to get to where I was going on campus. With a half hour left in class, the fire alarms went off and we had to evacuate the building. The professor is awesome and the class is going to be very interesting. She is writing a book on Shay’s rebellion that I will be curious to read when it comes out.
I had to pick up my packet for class and then I got lost in the building trying to get out. I didn’t go in the way I went out but I made it. I had to do stairs though, which aggravated my leg. I also had to go to the campus store to buy a binder for the packet. My backpack was heavier than when it started.
I woke up at 5am yesterday and didn’t go to sleep till around 230am today. I got about 3 hours of sleep. I feel so damn tired. I had to take two pain meds last night and I took all I the meds I could take for nerve pain and spasms. I still have the sciatic pain. I have been eating all day. I had buffalo chicken dip, cheese and crackers, and a bowl of cereal. I hope I don’t get heartburn because I have been getting that a lot lately. I am out of Mylanta so this sucks. I have to get it when I get paid next as I am broke again.
I had therapy today. It went well. I told her about the issues I have been having and about my suicidal states. She suggested peer to peer so I am going to look into it. I tried to take a nap afterwards but couldn’t sleep. I am so tired. I hope I sleep tonight. Tomorrow I need to go to the grocery store because I want a steak and it is on sale. I got the sale papers yesterday. I haven’t had steak in so long. I want to BBQ it. I have to shave and shower tomorrow. I am going to try and do it every two days. Of course, it will depend on my energy levels.
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