I didn’t sleep good last night because I was in pain. I kept dozing off but wouldn’t sleep. I didn’t have coffee or tea. I had something to eat.
I got an email from my history professor class is canceled tomorrow. I am debating going to the networking class. I did all my assignments in the early morning as I was up. I felt dizzy most of the day. I think it is because I am sleep deprived. It is still cold in my room as it’s still kind of windy out.
I needed to shower today and I didn’t. I will tomorrow. I set the alarm for 8. That should give me enough time. I don’t have to leave early. I have given up shaving. I am going to let my hair and beard grow in.
I got a lot of appts this week. Every day there is something. I am going to be tired come Fri. Just hope the brain fog and headaches are gone by then. I see neuro NP Fri. I see my DMH worker Tues. I am hoping to see her in person so I can get a Starbucks drink. I got a gift card. I am wicked stressed over my finances. I still need to put money on my Tpass and get my weight loss drug. I think I’ve gained more weight because I’ve been eating more. I just feel hungry all the time.
I still feel suicidal at times. Listening to music has helped. Last night I was listening to Terri Clark. I love her. I haven’t listened to music today because my head hurts. Hope i feel better tomorrow.
