Saturday Blog 03102026
I finally got to some sleep around 7pm last night. I woke up a few times to pee but for the most part I slept. I didn’t get up till about 3pm. My sister texted me and it woke me up. I figure I would answer it before she called. I had a cup of coffee but I wasn’t hungry. My stomach kind of was unsettled after the coffee and I felt dizzy. I had to lay down for a bit.
I got to do my schoolwork and I am not looking forward to it. I got triggered with the last reading for this class. It’s not a long chapter like the last one was. I got a response from my therapist about it. She agreed to let the professor know it affected me.
My appt with the neuro NP went ok. We agreed to try a new med and she is going to have the nurse look into why the Depakote had issues with my insurance. To my surprise, the new med didn’t cost me anything. I apparently got a coupon for it from the pharmacy. Score!
I am looking at my calendar for the week/month and it is sad. I don’t have the games in there anymore so it is looking kind of bare. I have therapy scheduled and a few doctor appts aside from my classes. I have a midterm coming up in my gender class. It is open book so I hope I do well. I have a family get together tomorrow. I am kind of worried because my aunt (why we are having the get together) has not seen me since I transitioned. Also one cousin who is going hasn’t seen me either. I don’t know how they will react and I am nervous. My beard has come in because I haven’t shaved it in a goatee the past few weeks. I just got lazy. My hair is growing. I have decided if I pass my first test for my history class, I will get shaved at the barbers. I found a place in my town not too far from the Square I can go to and it is cheaper than where I went before. I want the hot towel treatment and this place has it. Last time I didn’t get it and was not happy. He didn’t even use a razor to shave me. I won’t be going back there.
