Sleeping is still fucked
I woke up in the middle of the night after sleeping for a few hours. I was still in pain and felt worse. I didn’t go back to sleep until 7 or 8am. I slept for a few hours and when I woke up, I was late for therapy. We talked about this weekend and how horrible it was. I told her I was suicidal again because the pain is just so bad. I have had a headache or migraine the past few days. Today I have a migraine. I took some Excedrin and my triptan for it. I hope to get a response from my neuro tomorrow. I requested the steroids again.
I went back to sleep after therapy. I didn’t know what I wanted to eat. I wasn’t very hungry. I had an ensure this morning. I had some soup for dinner. I put too much black pepper in it. I wanted wings and a soda. But I didn’t get them. I need to go to the grocery store for some stuff. I want to get a pumpkin pie and eggnog.
Therapy went ok. I was open about being suicidal because of the pain. I was tired as I just woke up so I wasn’t thinking too clear. We talked about class and how I can rest today because I was off. I still need to do the work. I got to study for history as I got a quiz on Wed. We didn’t get into how suicidal I was or anything. I am depressed about the CRPS being out of remission.
I am hungry. I think I am going to make a PB&J. It has been my go to. I love it so much.
