Author: Midnight Demon

Saturday Blog 22072023

I woke up around 0230 and never really went back to sleep. I was on my phone most of the night. I have been trying to do the duolingo all day but keep messing up where the possessive of the verb goes. Ugh, it is frustrating the hell out of me! I then run out of hearts so have to quit the level. I am learning though. I think one more crack at it and I will complete it.

I wanted to go out today as I haven’t been out of the house since Monday. I know I went out with my sister and aunt yesterday but I wanted to do some reading, something for me. I left without checking the bus schedule. I had to wait like 25 mins for the next bus. There was an old guy sitting on the bench inside the covered stop and he sat right in the middle so you couldn’t sit down. I hate when people do that. He ended up missing his bus because he was on his phone. HAHA. I got to the Square and OMG they had like mini markets all around the place and there were a lot of people. I hate crowds and worried Starbucks might be full. I would hate to get there, get my drink and sandwich and have to go back home. But there was a seat available when I got there. I was so glad. I had my lunch and then I read for about an hour. I finished the chapter on Indigenous people and suicide. It was a difficult chapter and if I ever become a therapist, that population will be hard to deal with. I don’t know if I would have the cultural confidence to treat them. I started the next chapter which was dealing with youth and I left in the middle.

I got the bus home and bought some snacks at Walgreens. I wanted chips and Reese’s. I got the big cup and it is in the fridge. I hope no one eats it. I will be pissed. My sister organized the kitchen to her liking. I hope she isn’t going to get rid of my mother’s mixer because I told her I want it. I have no clue how to operate her mixer so I rather have my mother’s that I have used for years. I might not bake regularly but it is still nice to have.

Sox resumed and lost the game they played. The second game is I think an hour from now (1920). My side has been spazzing since I got on the bus so I am not sure I will be up as I might need to take Ativan for it. The Robaxin hasn’t been helpful so far. The coffee I had made me buzzed so I am not sleepy. I should be as I have been up more than twelve hours. I am kind of tired but I don’t want to go to bed yet. It is still early. I think I might have to start re-taking the magnesium supplements if these spasms continue. It’s the only thing that helps. I am down to my last bottle of the Vitamin Shoppe kind I take. I will see if they have more in stock as they were out the last time I tried to order a bunch.

I have a busy week coming up. Three appointments. Should be fun…

A Good Friday

My aunt, sister, and I went to lunch today. The waitress said I was cute. A while later, while my sister and her were talking about where to have a shower, the waitress recommends a place as long as I am her date. I felt so validated. It has been a long while since someone hit on me. Usually I am oblivious but today I sort of caught on. I didn’t ask her for her number as she was older than I was. I was just flattered.

I managed to shower. It exhausted me. I don’t know what I did but I caused spasms in my chest. I have been in my bed, shirtless. Feels good to be without a shirt finally. I just got my boxers on. I took my mustache down to stubble. It feels so weird. I also trimmed my eyebrows. I think I trimmed more on the right than I did the left. I will have my barber fix it when I see him next week.

I am listening to Timeless on repeat from the Speak Now (TV) album. If I ever get married, I want it to be my wedding song. Some of my favorite artists have come out with new songs but I am not buying new music until I wear out Speak Now.