Category: depression

Saturday Blog 01112025

Last night I was not feeling well and went to the ED. My blood pressure was really low and my labs were funky. After giving me three liters of fluid, my blood pressure didn’t change and my labs were still messed up. They wanted to admit me. I didn’t sleep a wink all night. I tried to sleep but it was impossible with the noise of the ED and the blood pressure cuff going off every 15 minutes. In the morning, my BP was better and my labs were back to normal. I could go home. I was glad.

I came home and had a cup of coffee. It was so good. Then I went up to my room. It took forever for me to nap. I finally went to sleep some time after 230 for an hour and then again between 4 and 530. My sister made supper so I didn’t have to cook. I had my brother in law buy me some ground beef so I can make Manwich.

I have been trying to get myself to do my school work but I am so tired. I have no idea what is going on with the group project. The professor sent out a message yesterday basically saying our presentation was crap. It is due Mon so I don’t think we have time to fix it. I am still working on the paper assignment. I did the group stuff and there is nothing more I can do for it. I honestly don’t care.

I am still wicked tired. I have been hungry all day though everything I have eaten has bothered my stomach. I didn’t have my normal stomach pill this morning. They gave me another PPI. It doesn’t work for me as well as my pill does but I don’t think I can take it till tomorrow. My sister had a steak and cheese but I am still hungry. Think I will have a PB&J.

Sick and cramping

I woke up this morning and was wicked congested. My nose was so stuffed up. I sat up for a little bit and then my neck/shoulders started cramping and it has been that way the whole day. I don’t know why I am getting cramps there. My cousin called saying he could take me to the grocery store but I didn’t feel like going out. He had canceled on me last night saying he couldn’t go and now he could so my day was messed up. I wasn’t feeling that great anyways.

I did the group paper and sent it off to the professor. It was a one page slide. I hope it is acceptable. I haven’t done anything else for the class yet. I was playing with the puppy.

I had my coffee and a yogurt for breakfast. I was up around noon. I am still so tired. I am going to take a nap and then read. I am not very hungry today. My stomach has been bothering me since last night. I don’t know what I ate that made it upset. Maybe it is just this cold that won’t go away.