midnightdemons7

I’ve spent another day in bed. I’ve had a wicked headache that feels like a concussion. I managed to brush my teeth and shower. I wasn’t in the mood for shaving. I had a cup of coffee but nothing else to eat or drink. I’ve been trying to drink powerade but I’m not thirsty. I just feel lousy. I am glad I am seeing my pcp tomorrow.

I also have therapy tomorrow. I won’t be able to stop at the Italian market because I will need to head into Boston. It’s going to take me a little while to walk to the station.

I was hoping to read more today but didn’t. I don’t think I will read tonight. I just want to sleep. This headache is awful. I took some ibuprofen and it didn’t even touch it. Hope the cycle isn’t starting again. I really don’t want to end up in the ED.

This is how I feel about my headaches.

Wicked depressed today. Had a migraine. Slept most of the day. Still feel like a loser because I got nothing done. Need to finish library book due on Mon. Don’t know if I can concentrate. Just want to sleep. Managed to eat something and had coffee.

I am going to ask one of my nieces to help me with my room. I’m so overwhelmed I can’t manage. I take some stuff off and then add. I can’t win. I want to get the bed cleared and changed before the semester starts. Next week I’ll be busy with appts. I have two on Monday.

I’ve been thinking about going into the hospital but it’s so disruptive. I don’t know if I can do it again. I haven’t been in since the year my mother died in 2023. I keep managing to avoid it. I’m not actively suicidal but I keep having ideation. I have a plan but it would take a lot to act on it.

It snowed today so I didn’t pick up my stuff that I ordered. I got to go tomorrow. Hopefully it won’t be icy. I’ve been sneezing all day. I hope I’m not getting sick.

I am wiped out today as I didn’t sleep last night at all. Been up since 230.