midnightdemons7

Are you insane

I got an email this morning from my advisor. Because I am not taking six credit this semester my financial aid is in jeopardy. I have to do a SAP thing to be on track. I hope I get the financial aid I was originally was awarded or I am screwed.

I was up most of the night sneezing my damn head off. I would stop and then start up again like fifteen minutes later. I ended up finishing my book. Then I was bored. I tried sleeping but I was so restless. I kept tossing and turning.

I got up around 12. I played my game and then made coffee. The puppy was sleeping so I pet her for a bit. I had some muffin things with my coffee. Then I brushed my teeth and shaved my head. I also trimmed my beard. I did a bad job trimming my mustache so I need to get the scissors out I think.

I am going to spend some time cleaning my room. I don’t have a lot of energy but I want to take the remaining clothes off my bed.  I also want to hang some more of the hat clips. I still have no found my LGBTQ Sox hat. It is missing. The other one is missing as well.

I am feeling depressed. I got to get moving. I am just so tired all the time it is hard to. I just want to lay down. I am not really hungry today. My stomach isn’t hurting me so I am glad. I might have an Ensure with my night meds. My sister bought turkey breast so I can make a sandwich. I am out of my yogurt. I need to go to the grocery store again. My cousin said he will take me Thurs. I hope so. I only had one cup of coffee today. I am not interested in having another.

Saturday Blog 17012026

I woke up early because I had to pee. It was difficult to go back to sleep because the puppy was up and my niece kept yelling at her. 4 am is not a time for play, puppy! I had a dream I was again on a psych unit. This time Terri Clark, one of my favorite country artists, was in the dream. She played a counselor in the dream. I was assigned a task to do but kept losing what it was I needed. I had my pen and it must have fell out of my pocket and someone destroyed it. It was weird.

I got up to pee again after and I brushed my teeth. I had already taken my meds around 630. My upper back was killing me. It felt like someone had been punching me while I was sleeping. I tried to sleep more on my stomach but I couldn’t stay that way. I have to sleep on my side and it has to be my right side. I don’t stay too long on my left.

I got up around 11 and had coffee. I also had a yogurt. I asked my sister if she would take me to the pharmacy and she said she would. I got there and when I logged onto my laptop, I realized I forgot the pickup order I placed. Dammit. I always forget.

I had some ravioli for lunch as I was hungry. My stomach is upset now. My sister is making a lasagna. I am tired. I nearly was sleeping on the ride home with my sister. It’s too late now to nap.

I have eight days before the semester starts. I need to start reading the textbook. Maybe I can do that tomorrow or Monday. I really need to make an effort to clear my bed off. I am so close to it being done.