midnightdemons7

New Taylor album!!!!

I woke up a little after 3am and after I used the bathroom, I immediately went and checked to see if my check came in. It did and I logged on the laptop to download the new album. I was listening to it until the app crashed. It’s not the greatest app and sometimes it uses a lot of battery so it just crashes. I love this new album. I can’t decide what my favorite song is yet. I got to listen to it a few more thousand times.

I fell back to sleep. My sister didn’t go to work. I ordered breakfast because I was starving. I ordered McDs and a coffee. They put too much cream and not enough sugar so I didn’t drink it. I was too lazy to make a cup. I went back to sleep for a few hours. I set my alarm and was going to get up in a few. Turns out I slept and didn’t get up till 1. I had to leave for my eye appt at 1230 because it takes me so damn long to get there. I called a lyft.

I had about twenty minutes before my appt so I browsed the different frames. Then they called me. My vision changed a little bit and she put in a stronger lenses so I can read better on the screen. Only downside is that she thinks my peripheral vision has changed as I couldn’t see her hands below my eyes. I couldn’t even see a shadow of them. I got to email my neuro and pcp on Monday to see what to do. I have a neuro appt but it’s not until the end of Nov and it’s virtual.

I was supposed to meet up with a friend after my appt but she had so many people with her I felt funny meeting up. I figure I would meet up later, after she had dinner. She said she would talk to our mutual friend that she is with. I hope I get to see her. I will be so mad if I don’t.

Minimal day

I was up between 3 and 7 and when my med alarm went off, I did not want to get the fuck up. I stayed in bed for another couple of hours but I had to have coffee. It was cold today and I knew I would be wearing jeans. I love wearing jeans. They are my favorite clothes. The puppy was home today and greeted me every time I went downstairs today. As I was making coffee, she peed. I didn’t like that. I cleaned it up and then had my coffee.

I didn’t feel like going into Boston today so I texted my DMH worker to call me. I sent her a pic of the puppy I took. She looks so big but she really isn’t. She is a medium size dog on the smaller side. I played my game and talked with my friends. My friend is in Boston and she is in Salem with the witches with her friend. I get to see her tomorrow and I am so excited!! I haven’t seen her in years. I got to go to my eye appt and then I see her.

All I have eaten today was a bowl of oatmeal. I am hungry. I think I will make a tuna sandwich if there is a sub roll left. I might have another cup of coffee. Sox are playing tonight and I want to stay up and listen. It’s a win or die game.

My DMH worker is a lovely person but is so clueless about what is going on with being a transgender in the US. I hate bringing up stuff with her because she is so clueless. Like the felon wants the dems to deny health care for trans as part of the budget. That will so affect me.

I have my bottom surgery consult next week. I hope I don’t chicken out of it. I groomed the other day so I am good. It was not the best job but it works. I need to get blood work done in a couple of weeks before I see my pcp again. I was kind of winded today while walking. I got to the bus stop and I was breathing heavy. I don’t know why some days I am ok and others I am short of breath.

So much cooler today

Today was a very nice fall day. It was cool. I managed to shower and shave and then put on long PJs. I shut my fan off as it was too cold in my room. I love this weather.

I had a difficult time sleeping last night. I woke up around 130a to pee and couldn’t get back to sleep. I read my Econ book for a bit and then I read my psych book. I was still up around 6am so I took my meds. I slept a few hours and then got up around noonish. I had my coffee. Then I decided to take my quiz and test. I failed both, though I got a higher grade on my quiz. I had no idea what I was doing on the test. It was graphs and interpreting them. I know I didn’t get them right. I didn’t do anymore school work after taking the quiz and test. I didn’t know what I wanted to do. I was supposed to go to an Open House at campus but I needed to shower and shave. By the time I did that it was too late to leave the house as I would be late.

I played around with my fitness app to see how many calories I have eaten today. I am under 1000. I was hungry so I just had a tuna sandwich. My puppy wanted some but I didn’t give her any. I also guarded my sandwich so she wouldn’t take it. I wanted to make a cup of iced tea but she was staring at my sandwich so I didn’t want to leave it alone.

I see my DMH worker tomorrow. I am hoping to hit Starbucks before the appt. They didn’t close the one at North Station. I think I am going to walk to the green line tomorrow. It’s supposed to be sunny and cool, like today.