I finally changed my sheets today. After weeks of procrastinating, I finally mustered enough energy to clear my bed off and change them. I am wicked tired now. Every time I do this, I just need a nap afterwards. It just takes so much energy. Then I thought I lost the pillow cases. I tore my room apart trying to find them but they were outside my room. DUH. I forgot I put them there so I would know where they were. You know what they say when you put things somewhere…you always forget where you put them.
I just hope that I don’t forget where I put my therapist’s letters. I spent a lot of time on these letters. I don’t remember what I wrote about but there are four letters. I really can’t wait for her to come back. A lot has happened since she has been gone.
My eyes are still having the focusing problem. I am hoping I still have my insurance in May when I see the eye specialist. If I am on another insurance, I don’t think I will be able to see him. I know the focusing problem is because I am wicked tired and I am trying to focus on my writing/typing. But I can’t always take a nap when this happens and I don’t think that it is because of my migraines because I am not sick or have a headache like my other eye doctor has explained to me. I rather see the neuro-ophthalmologist and have him give me an answer, if there is one. My luck all the tests will be negative and they will just chuck it up to migraine activity. I am not wearing my glasses so I know that is part of the problem. Sometimes the glasses make things worse so it’s iffy.
For those that are interested, tonight there is going to be an interesting chat on Twitter regarding self harm behavior. It’s from 9 pm CST to 10 pm CST and the hashtag is #SPSM and the handle is @SPSMChat. The SPSM stands for suicide prevention/social media. It is the twitter handle of the American Association of Suicidology. I can’t wait to learn to see what it is about.
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