Tag Archives: depression

a night of no sleep but baked during the day

A night of no sleep but baked during the day I didn’t go to sleep till around 6 or 7 am. Pain was keeping me up. Different parts of my foot kept acting up. It was making me very restless. … Continue reading

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rainy shitty day

Rainy shitty day It’s been raining off and on most of the day. My back has been a casualty of it. My lower back has been hurting most of the day. Despite this, I took a shower and made pancakes … Continue reading

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Exhausting, painful, and depressing day

Exhausting, painful, and depressing day I did not want to get out of bed today but I knew that if I didn’t, I’d get slapped with a $190 charge from my therapist for not canceling within 24 hours. It was … Continue reading

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Pain continues

I have been sleeping on and off all day. Pain has continued. My ankle hurts so bad. I just want to scream.  Had a series of bad dreams, each one worse than the other. I don’t want to be anymore. … Continue reading

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Foot Pain, Ankle Pain, Psychache, when will it end?

I feel asleep around 2100 only yo wake up 3.5 hours later. I had to use the bathroom. While I was there, I figured I might as well brush my teeth. My foot started hurting so I rushed. I went … Continue reading

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