Tag Archives: suicidality

Patriots won!!

Patriots won! The Pats won, 35-14. I am glad that changing my profile pics on Facebook, twitter and IG didn’t jinx them. I was worried because every time I do, usually they lose. But the Titans were not a strong … Continue reading

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first Saturday blog of 2018, 6 Jan

Freezing day It is cold out, very cold. It is in the single digits. I woke up around 5 in pain. My foot was throbbing. I had to use the bathroom but couldn’t move. I guess I didn’t have to … Continue reading

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Protected: dark thoughts continue

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drifting off yet staying awake

Drifting off yet staying awake Pain is really making me suicidal tonight and a crying mess. I had my Chinese food from a new place. It was really good except I didn’t like the peppers in the General Gau. It … Continue reading

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pain day nothing new

Pain day nothing new I woke up to my med alarm going off. I didn’t want to get up. I took my meds and needed to brush my teeth. I went downstairs to use the bathroom and then brush. My … Continue reading

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