Tag Archives: suicidality

Exhausting, painful, and depressing day

Exhausting, painful, and depressing day I did not want to get out of bed today but I knew that if I didn’t, I’d get slapped with a $190 charge from my therapist for not canceling within 24 hours. It was … Continue reading

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Foot Pain, Ankle Pain, Psychache, when will it end?

I feel asleep around 2100 only yo wake up 3.5 hours later. I had to use the bathroom. While I was there, I figured I might as well brush my teeth. My foot started hurting so I rushed. I went … Continue reading

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trans issues and other things on a Friday

Trans Issues and other things on a Friday I was having lunch with my mother this afternoon. She had made tuna and I was having some with crackers. As I had made my decision to change my name soon, I … Continue reading

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espresso, exhaustion, and pain

Espresso, exhaustion, and pain I woke up several times during the night and early morning. I kept having weird dreams. I finally got up around 11. I wanted espresso, though I really didn’t feel like going out to get it. … Continue reading

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Chronic Pain Patients and Suicide

Chronic Pain Patients and Suicide I was reading my tweets on Twitter. One of the chronic pain people that I follow retweeted something from a pain doctor. It was about suicides and the CDC guidelines that want to cut opioid … Continue reading

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