Category Archives: suicide

don’t call me daughter 4

Don’t call me daughter 4 My family had dinner at my house. We had lasagna that my mother made. It was going good. Then after dinner we just sat around chatting. That when someone said something about my haircut and … Continue reading

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in a very depressed mood

In a very depressed mood Pain has been with me for most of the day. I tried to nap and then my ankle was like “no, you can’t.” I got tired from my night meds and tried to sleep and … Continue reading

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Review: ASAD, Acute Suicidal Affective Disturbance

Review ASAD: Acute Suicidal Affective Disturbance This article was written earlier this year and I was able to get it to evaluate it. The following are my thoughts about it: Suicide affects over 800,000 people worldwide but there is not … Continue reading

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my thoughts however disturbing

My thoughts however disturbing I didn’t talk about the politics that has happened yesterday. I don’t think it affected me, yet. I am hoping my state is immune because we have our own way of doing healthcare but I don’t … Continue reading

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pain and suicide and pain and bad thoughts

Pain and suicide and pain and bad thoughts I was reaching for my phone charger and moved my ankle. It immediately exploded in pain. I wanted to fucking die, right then and there. It was so intense. I got hot … Continue reading

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