I had a lot of pain last night. It kept me up and woke me up several times last night. I didn’t sleep well at all. I was alternating my pain meds with Tylenol.
Pain is a little better today but I am wicked tired. I tried to sleep but there has been a stupid beeping noise from construction trucks all fricken day. So annoying.
I haven’t been eating. I tried to eat some food I ordered but it was so salty. I had a protein smoothie so that was good. I haven’t had an appetite. But I am drinking fluids. I wish I bought another thing of apple juice. I like drinking it.
My sister came home from work sick. She had a cough attack and then she came home. She better not give her cold to me.
I want to take a shower because I am all itchy for some reason. I’ve also been sweaty. It’s 83F today. But I can’t get my stitches wet. I need to get some wipes to clean myself.
I am wicked constipated and need to take some miralax. I don’t know if the pain near my lower abdomen is because of stitches or being backed up. I resumed taking senna but it hasn’t worked yet. I know taking my pain meds is making things worse.
I have therapy tomorrow. If I am feeling up to it, I am going to talk about my suicidality in the past.
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