I was bad at taking my pain meds so was in a lot of pain today. I mostly stayed in bed. I had therapy in my niece’s room. Honey kept me company and after she went for a walk, she started kissing me, which my therapist saw. It was sweet.
My therapist and I talked about my suicidality when I was a kid. I didn’t know why I wanted to talk about it. I was in pain and it was hard for me to get comfortable but the session was almost over. I am sure we’ll pick it up next week.
I stayed with Honey for an hour or so. She wanted to go out so I let her out and stayed out with her. Then my sister came home and we went inside. It was really warm today in the 80s. I had some small things to eat. Then I ordered junk food. I wanted some chocolate chip cookies and ice cream. I ended up just eating a few cookies. Honey wanted some but we told her no. Didn’t stop her from sniffing lol. She didn’t get into anything.
The surgeon called me today to check on me. He said to take Miralax twice a day to go. I haven’t gone yet. Then my pcp’s nurse called about the LTD paperwork I sent. They wanted to know why they had to fill it out. Told them it was because of my crps and back issues. They don’t have a previous record. I don’t know why that is as it’s done every year.
Sox lost today. Bello got sent down to Worcester. He needs an adjustment. Just awful this year. He was good last year. This year he is pathetic. They are still in last place. I don’t see them leaving that spot anytime soon. Will need a string of wins for that to happen.
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