Tag Archives: suicide ideation

Patriots won!!

Patriots won! The Pats won, 35-14. I am glad that changing my profile pics on Facebook, twitter and IG didn’t jinx them. I was worried because every time I do, usually they lose. But the Titans were not a strong … Continue reading

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first Saturday blog of 2018, 6 Jan

Freezing day It is cold out, very cold. It is in the single digits. I woke up around 5 in pain. My foot was throbbing. I had to use the bathroom but couldn’t move. I guess I didn’t have to … Continue reading

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Protected: dark thoughts continue

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new year’s eve eve

New year’s eve eve I am in pain and having dark thoughts. My foot is being crushed and my ankle is being stabbed. CRPS is such a wonderful condition, isn’t it? I got up to get a thumb drive my … Continue reading

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chronic pain is making me hopeless again

Chronic pain is making me hopeless again Last night, my pain was high. I didn’t go to sleep until after 0200. While I was waiting to succumb to sleep, my emotions were dark. I was hopeless and suicidal. I knew … Continue reading

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