Tag Archives: psychological pain

chronic pain equals chronic exhaustion

Chronic pain equals chronic exhaustion I was up half the night in pain. When my med alarm went off at 0845, I shut it off and then went back to sleep, without taking my meds. Luckily I woke up an … Continue reading

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pain day nothing new

Pain day nothing new I woke up to my med alarm going off. I didn’t want to get up. I took my meds and needed to brush my teeth. I went downstairs to use the bathroom and then brush. My … Continue reading

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chronic pain is making me hopeless again

Chronic pain is making me hopeless again Last night, my pain was high. I didn’t go to sleep until after 0200. While I was waiting to succumb to sleep, my emotions were dark. I was hopeless and suicidal. I knew … Continue reading

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Protected: dark thoughts running through my brain

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hodgepodge 999

Hodgepodge 999 My foot is keeping me up so my brain is thinking of things that is making it harder to sleep. Tonight’s thoughts are centered around my ex-ex-girlfriend. We are no longer friends because she said she wanted to … Continue reading

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