Tag Archives: psychological pain

unraveled

Unraveled I don’t know what happened after I shaved and showered. The music that I normally hear in my head turned to voices and then I got agitated and paranoid. I really believe ISIS knows where I live and are … Continue reading

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hurting

Hurting I woke up from my haze. Again I woke up in the middle of the night and didn’t go back to sleep until around 0300. I am so damn tired. I made breakfast and as I was going down … Continue reading

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the thing

The thing I am up past my “magic” hour because my thing aka my ankle/foot is causing me severe pain. I have taken all the meds I could possibly take and have just put on some lidocaine. I’m waiting for … Continue reading

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burrito fix satisfied

Burrito fix satisfied It was cool in the house, so I thought it would be the same outside. I wore my new Sox hoodie and I was sweating by the time I reached the bus stop. My cousin saw me … Continue reading

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when you want a burrito but GrubHub is too expensive…

When you want a burrito but GrubHub is too expensive I had a peanut butter and jelly sandwich when I got up around noon. I made coffee afterwards and had a butterbeer cookie that I made. It was good but … Continue reading

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