Tag Archives: FTM

four hour test and a flare up

Four hour test and a flare up I didn’t sleep very well last night. My alarm went off after I finally settled down. Think I might have gotten an hour and half. I took a shower and then it was … Continue reading

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Painsomnia 

I was pushing for 0200 to go to sleep but i had to pee and then brush my teeth as my mouth felt yucky.  I haven’t brushed in two days so i really needed to get rid of the yuck. … Continue reading

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Update hosp

I am so livid!!!! Asswipe have transferred me to the crummy hosp I was in in July. If I get the same treatment team, I am signing a 3 day. Fuck this shit.  Med screw up. Night meds are day … Continue reading

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Release

Release Song by Pearl Jam: I see the world Feel the chill Which way to go Windowsill I see the words On a rocking horse of time I see the birds in the rain Oh dear dad Can you see … Continue reading

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lot of “running” around today

Lot of “running” around today I had a bad night of sleeping. I didn’t fall asleep until after 0330. My check came in at 3, so I paid some bills and ordered a new laptop screen and groceries. It has … Continue reading

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