Category Archives: mental disorders

Painsomnia 

I was pushing for 0200 to go to sleep but i had to pee and then brush my teeth as my mouth felt yucky.  I haven’t brushed in two days so i really needed to get rid of the yuck. … Continue reading

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safety planning by Stanley and Brown

hey all, I couldn’t find the link I used so I created one. here you go. SAFETY_PLAN_form_8.21.12 GC

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Pain continues

I have been sleeping on and off all day. Pain has continued. My ankle hurts so bad. I just want to scream.  Had a series of bad dreams, each one worse than the other. I don’t want to be anymore. … Continue reading

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Another day, another night of pain, another…

I had a hard time sleeping last night. I got hit with pain and it kept me up. I fell asleep some time before 0200. I was listening to Taylor Swift on my headphones to help distract. I some how … Continue reading

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Sleepy and painful day

I woke up in the middle of the night because of pain. I had a flare up before I went to sleep which caused another psychotic episode. I was scared as the voices were so loud. The staff woke me … Continue reading

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