Tag Archives: Post Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD)

in the pit of despair

In the pit of despair I have been in severe pain since 1500, so basically the last 12 hours because it is now 0315. My foot and ankle have been playing the divide and conquer game, giving me different pain … Continue reading

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Therapist’s choice or fear?

Therapist’s choice or fear? My therapist of sixteen years had decided sometime while on our three week break that she couldn’t work with me anymore for what reasons are still not quite clear. We had been arguing over various things … Continue reading

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no McDonalds today

No McDonalds today I had breakfast and made coffee. I went up to my room to read and drink my coffee. I finished the book The Adventures of Maya the Bee. It was a cute little story. After finishing my … Continue reading

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tiring but good therapy session

Tiring but good therapy session I woke up around 0630 in pain. It felt like someone was squeezing the shit out of my foot, for which purpose, I have no clue. It just hurt really bad. I took my meds … Continue reading

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very tired, weepy, depressing day

Very tired, weepy, depressing day I woke up around 4 in pain. My jaw hurt and my ankle was berserk. I took some more ibuprofen and pain meds. Luckily, I went back to sleep. My alarm went off and I … Continue reading

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