Category Archives: CRPS

Pain continues

I have been sleeping on and off all day. Pain has continued. My ankle hurts so bad. I just want to scream.  Had a series of bad dreams, each one worse than the other. I don’t want to be anymore. … Continue reading

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Foot Pain, Ankle Pain, Psychache, when will it end?

I feel asleep around 2100 only yo wake up 3.5 hours later. I had to use the bathroom. While I was there, I figured I might as well brush my teeth. My foot started hurting so I rushed. I went … Continue reading

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Am I weak?

I called UNCLE. I was slowly drifting off to la la land and then the unknown entity in the form of a knife started stabbing the middle of my foot. I am filled with such despair right now, I’m beside … Continue reading

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Early morning post

I woke up around a half hour ago because my bladder said so. My teeth hurt so I took some ibuprofen. I also have nerve pain so I took some neurontin. Don’t think that was a good idea as I … Continue reading

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Can’t pass out due to pain

I’ve been fighting sleep for the past two hours. Every time I think it is safe to lie down, my ankle or foot acts up after about 10 to 15 mins. I took this and that but I’m still awake. … Continue reading

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