Tag Archives: chronic illness

in the pit of despair

In the pit of despair I have been in severe pain since 1500, so basically the last 12 hours because it is now 0315. My foot and ankle have been playing the divide and conquer game, giving me different pain … Continue reading

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having a rough day so I slept

Having a rough day so I slept I woke up in pain before 0600. I couldn’t go back to sleep right away. I had a bowl of cereal around 0700 and then I was able to sleep. I woke up … Continue reading

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ramblings 151

Ramblings 151 I was bored so did some shopping on Amazon. I really shouldn’t have as my funds are getting low. Then, of course, it recommended stuff to me. I found a Moleskin notebook that I plan on getting when … Continue reading

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never ending. It just goes on and on

Never ending. It just goes on and on I’m trying to settle down for sleep but a new pain keeps popping up when I lie down, when I sit up, when I take my meds, when I move it, etc. … Continue reading

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therapy and food shopping

Therapy and food shopping I woke up before my alarm went off. I brushed my teeth and used the bathroom. I thought about a shower but opted against it. I called my psych and spoke to her for a bit. … Continue reading

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