Tag Archives: mental illness

in a very depressed mood

In a very depressed mood Pain has been with me for most of the day. I tried to nap and then my ankle was like “no, you can’t.” I got tired from my night meds and tried to sleep and … Continue reading

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academic self aside for today

Academic self aside for today I thought after I wrote my blog this morning, I would have lunch and then either pass out or read until I did from my meds. I texted a friend and that friend came over … Continue reading

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my thoughts however disturbing

My thoughts however disturbing I didn’t talk about the politics that has happened yesterday. I don’t think it affected me, yet. I am hoping my state is immune because we have our own way of doing healthcare but I don’t … Continue reading

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what I forgot to mention

What I forgot to mention If you are a frequent reader of my blog, I am sorry for the repetition. I had four back surgeries, total. The first 2 were done in 2001 and 3 and 4 were done in … Continue reading

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in a cranky mood

In a cranky mood I am in a lot of fucking pain right now and it’s causing me to think about suicide. This is the third consecutive day I have been in pain above an 8 on a scale of … Continue reading

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