Tag Archives: hopelessness

clusterfuck of a day

Clusterfuck of a day Yesterday I spent all day in bed as my foot and ankle were competing as to who was going to hurt me more. I did the bare minimum of things and barely ate. I basically just … Continue reading

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A harrowing day 2

A harrowing day I woke up around 5 am because my back was hurting from sleeping on it. It was hard to move and then I couldn’t go back to sleep because I was in pain. My foot was throbbing, … Continue reading

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Protected: dark thoughts continue

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drifting off yet staying awake

Drifting off yet staying awake Pain is really making me suicidal tonight and a crying mess. I had my Chinese food from a new place. It was really good except I didn’t like the peppers in the General Gau. It … Continue reading

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pain day nothing new

Pain day nothing new I woke up to my med alarm going off. I didn’t want to get up. I took my meds and needed to brush my teeth. I went downstairs to use the bathroom and then brush. My … Continue reading

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