Mondays are going to be long days
I had therapy at 9 this morning and I wanted to sleep. I had to take a shower as it has been days since the last one. I had no coffee during therapy but did have to go to the bathroom because my damn bowels decided it wanted to go. Ugh. I didn’t even take senna last night. I seriously thought I was going to shit myself if I didn’t go when I did. I was so uncomfortable.
Therapy went ok. We talked about classes mostly and the weekend. I had two days where I didn’t sleep. She asked how my appetite was and I said it was better as I am eating. Won’t be until next week when I start the new med. I had weird dreams all night with headaches. I told her I had weird dreams but didn’t tell her about the headaches. I forgot I had them, to be honest. It has been so long since I have had dreams with headaches.
After therapy I made a cup of coffee. I tried eating a smores pop tart but couldn’t finish it. I took a shower after. I still had time to catch the bus if I rushed but I didn’t. I just missed the bus when I left the house. I had to wait a half hour for the next one. I still got to class on time. I was able to do the homework assignment but I had no idea what the fuck I was doing. I was so nervous I did it wrong, I had to see the professor during office hours. She said I did the right thing and she liked what I wrote. The second class of the day I had a hard time finding the classroom. I was on the wrong floor for one. Then I had to look for the 200s. After class, I decided to go up to the psychology dept to see if I knew anyone. Not really. I looked at the faculty page. And the advisor that was assigned to me. He is not someone that matches me but he is in clinical psych so that is something. I was sad to find out my advisor retired over the summer. I sent her a message wishing her well.
On the way home I was starving. I need to bring a sandwich with me between classes. Train was re-routed so I was mad. I just missed the bus but it got held up by the red light so I was able to go on it. I hit the pharmacy on the way home because I wanted a bologna sandwich. I am still hungry as I gave some of my sandwich to my pup. I looked at how many steps I did and I wanted to cry. No wonder my feet hurt so much. I did a lot of steps. I am so tired. I am going to go to bed early. It’s questionable what I will do tomorrow. I know I do have to shave again.
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