I’m back to being psychotic. delusions are currently out of control and the voices are not helping (bad ones). Islam is being controlled by aliens which is why they want to take over the world and destroy the white house. I can’t be more specific than that as you won’t understand it. Allah is a false god, similar to the G’ould in the Stargate series. I can’t reality test and I believe these things. I don’t know what to do. My thinking is erratic and I know this but I can’t stop the thoughts. I am very paranoid. AND NO I don’t want to go to the hospital. They will plant shit in me and I don’t want that. Taking some trilafon and hope that things are better in the morning.
I hope they’re better in the morning too. You know that it’s a positive sign that you still have insight, right? You’re not going nuts, the fact that you know they’re delusions is very good. And even if you didn’t … tis just ill, not nuts.
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