Post op day 6 hysterectomy
I am feeling grumpy and irritable today. It is again muggy out and I can’t stand it. I am forced to stay in my room because it is the only place that is cool. Physically I am not feeling well. I just feel run down. I don’t have an appetite but I have been keeping up with fluids. I just had my second cup of coffee. I am trying to avoid napping but I don’t think I will get far.
My therapist got back to me about an appointment. I will be seeing her tomorrow morning. I have things I want to discuss with her about trauma. I started writing her a letter about how my cousin molested me but I stopped because of feelings that came up. I didn’t feel comfortable writing them out.
I am really tired today though I slept ok through the night. I woke up once to use the bathroom. All the walking I did yesterday made me tired. I have brain fog today. My mind is not clear. I wish my room was colder than what it is. My stomach feels so uncomfortable. It still is sore from surgery. I still have discharge coming out of me. I need to shower. I just don’t have the energy for it. Also need to shave my head again.
I ordered Kung Pao for dinner again. I didn’t have anything to eat all day. I want something quick. I just took my antibiotics. One of the pills is so fricken bitter. It’s nasty. I hate taking it. I have to take it twice a day for the next nine days. Hope I still have taste buds by then.