Beautiful sad tragic
I am listening to Taylor Swift on my laptop as my phone charges. I got up around 10. Brushed my teeth then had some coffee and a muffin. I went upstairs to bring my packages. I got the willpower to shower. I feel better. I am not sure if I lost my blog streak because I didn’t blog yesterday. I have been in bed the past two days. I didn’t mean to be but I just didn’t want to get out of bed. I was in a lot of pain Thurs and didn’t sleep. I didn’t eat much the past few days. I had a bowl of cereal for dinner yesterday because that is all that I wanted.
I am purposedly not eating so I lose weight. I have another 10 pounds to go before I start eating again. Then I will order a big mac that I have been craving. I hope I can order a Shamerock shake if they have it available. I love this shake.
I got the 2lb weights out of the box. I am hoping to do some curls today. I haven’t done them in a while. I haven’t done any home exercises in a while. But then it is lucky if I fricken shower so. I don’t know why my depression is so bad. I might skip therapy again. Just takes so much out of me. I am entering my third year with her. Some days I feel like things will work out with her and then there are other days when I wonder why I am still with her. Renegade song is strong with how I feel about therapy right now.