Saturday Blog 14012023
I am spending the day with my mother moaning because she is in pain. Her body hurts her. I am in the kitchen. I feel bad there is nothing I can do for her. She hasn’t eaten lunch yet because her stomach is bothering her. I don’t know what she will want.
I feel sad that there is nothing I can do for her. I took a shower while my sister was here. I stunk. I feel better now but my side is cramping. I don’t know why my side cramp up near my ribs on either side. Today is the left side. I got to take Robaxin to calm it down some. I need to take it around the clock to be effective. It sucks. I thought I was done with taking pills around the clock.
I am so fucking tired. I woke up in the middle of the night. I turned to my right side which I don’t sleep on very often and knocked my box of PRNs and stuff on the floor. I still haven’t picked it up yet because I am not in my room. My phone is charging now as I didn’t put it on the charger before bed.
I messed up my eye appointment again. I scheduled my psychiatrist at the same time of the eye appointment because I didn’t look at my calendar before I booked the appointment. I just rescheduled it for next month. I have to go seriously out of town for this appointment. It will take a bus and trains to get there. It is a long ride.
Did I mention I am tired?? I need a nap so damn bad. I have been sitting in the chair in the kitchen most of the day. Just hope my CRPS foot doesn’t act up tonight. I really don’t want to be in pain. I was last night as I needed to take gabapentin. My muscles in my ribs are hurting me so bad. I took some Tylenol for it but it doesn’t seem to be helping any. I just want to lie down but my sisters aren’t home so I still need to keep an eye on my mother.