Saturday Blog 14012023
I am spending the day with my mother moaning because she is in pain. Her body hurts her. I am in the kitchen. I feel bad there is nothing I can do for her. She hasn’t eaten lunch yet because her stomach is bothering her. I don’t know what she will want.
I feel sad that there is nothing I can do for her. I took a shower while my sister was here. I stunk. I feel better now but my side is cramping. I don’t know why my side cramp up near my ribs on either side. Today is the left side. I got to take Robaxin to calm it down some. I need to take it around the clock to be effective. It sucks. I thought I was done with taking pills around the clock.
I am so fucking tired. I woke up in the middle of the night. I turned to my right side which I don’t sleep on very often and knocked my box of PRNs and stuff on the floor. I still haven’t picked it up yet because I am not in my room. My phone is charging now as I didn’t put it on the charger before bed.
I messed up my eye appointment again. I scheduled my psychiatrist at the same time of the eye appointment because I didn’t look at my calendar before I booked the appointment. I just rescheduled it for next month. I have to go seriously out of town for this appointment. It will take a bus and trains to get there. It is a long ride.
Did I mention I am tired?? I need a nap so damn bad. I have been sitting in the chair in the kitchen most of the day. Just hope my CRPS foot doesn’t act up tonight. I really don’t want to be in pain. I was last night as I needed to take gabapentin. My muscles in my ribs are hurting me so bad. I took some Tylenol for it but it doesn’t seem to be helping any. I just want to lie down but my sisters aren’t home so I still need to keep an eye on my mother.
One thought on “Saturday Blog 14012023”
Sorry you feel so tired, and I’m sorry your mother is in pain and there’s nothing you can do, just know, your doing something by watching her and getting her what she needs. Xx